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| Does this count as dinner? |
Last night I came home from work around 6pm. Although I hadn't had a stressful or tiring day, I crashed on the couch...cranked at Jay for no particular reason...ate a few Tater Tots...watched about half of a rerun of "Bones."
Jay kept telling me to take a nap. (A deft I-have-a-tired-and-cranky-wife coping mechanism, no?)
I kept telling him I wasn't tired. (A clumsy I-am-a-tired-and-cranky-wife defensive maneuver, no?)
Finally, at 7:49, he convinced me to retire to the boudoir for a little siesta, promising to wake me up at 9pm for the Twins game.
I have vague memories of his unsuccessful attempt to roust me from my slumber. Yeah, I pretty much slept through the entire night. Apparently I was tired.
So I didn't get to post the post I wanted to post last night. The post which exclaimed:
Happy Birthday, Warmed the World!
Yes! My little blog turned one yesterday...she's growing up so fast!
Actually, I'd been debating whether I wanted to celebrate the one year anniversary/birthday of the blog...or if I wanted to celebrate the 100th post, since those things likely wouldn't be happening very far apart...I think this post will be my 90th.
But then I remembered that some 25-26 posts in December were for the
Reverb 10 Project. And while
I certainly wrote the posts, and they were mostly done in a style/tone relatively consistent with the rest of this Warmed the World business, they weren't exactly
mine, you know? Someone else wrote the prompts... someone else was driving the bus...the genesis came from outside, if you will. I guess I just felt like all the posts didn't count as my own.
(That's what happens when you're a bit of a data/research geek, by the way. You get all worried about operationalizing what "counts.")
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| Any excuse to have cake... |
Anyway...
So a birthday it is!
I've been blogging for a year now. I've stuck with it. I've embraced it.
I not yet fallen off the bloggin' wagon. I haven't run out of material. I've invented some new "features" and have adjusted (to a certain extent) the tone/structure of the posts. I think I've been true to the mission I set forth, yet have been flexible in regard to how that mission is achieved.
I feel like the blog has evolved and grown. I feel like I have grown too.
This blog has very much become a part of my identity. I find myself thinking in terms of blog posts (lucky for you, they don't all make it to the e-page) and scripting them while I'm in the middle of certain events. I find myself excited to process and analyze and share...to dig deeper into the meaning of the occurrences in my life. Why was that particular experience so stimulating? or enjoyable? or emotional? or significant?
When I catch myself trending toward cynicism or angry hyperbole, I try to remind myself that I'm the one writing the stupid blog about celebrating the things that make our world a better place. I'm the one writing posts entitled
Buck the F@ck Up! I'm the one challenging my tens and tens of readers to see the world through a more positive lens. So I'd better take my own medicine and heed my own advice.
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| Does anyone know where my sunglasses are, BTW? |
This doesn't mean, mind you, that I'm running around with rose-colored glasses glued to my face. Did you see the part up above where I was a cranky, cranky woman last night? So cranky that I got sent to bed with only Tater Tots for supper?
The blog does, however, cause me to give pause and reflect on my reactions to things. When I'm angry or in a funk, it often challenges me to try to find a productive way to vent. Or if I just need to thrash around in irascibility for awhile, the blog is an e-reminder to eventually "snap out of it"...just like my mother has been telling me for decades.
The best part of this endeavor has been connecting with friends (new and old) in creative and meaningful ways. And I love that I have new blogosphere friends! I like that we read each others' work and share our thoughts. I love that I've never even met some of you, yet here we are...e-connected. I love it when folks that I don't get to see very often say "Hey, I read your blog...I think about those things too!"...it's wonderful to feel part of a world-warmin' community.
So yeah...a whole year of blogging. I can't believe it! I love it! It's almost hard to imagine my life without it...it feels like it has always been a part of me.
And a big-ol', heart-felt hanks to all of you for following along. Thanks for reading and commenting...for your encouraging words and your great suggestions. I like to think I'd keep blogging regardless of the audience...but it's so much nicer to do with such a supportive e-community.
Here's to another year...or so...of sunshine!